When I am Not Around

I know yet I do not know how to get back my value and respect in this relationship. Sometimes it feels taken for granted. My obsession with him, my way of love, my interests, me still getting butterflies for him, me still wanting to give my entire time and energy to him, him still being

Everything I could not Say to YOU

Dear Adam As I cannot tell you everything, and I know you won’t understand cause I have really tried a lot so I thought I would be writing to you. Do you remember I told you that I would write a book about you. So here I am preparing my draft it seems. Adam, the

We Used to be Close

So here I am again! Well its just a couple of days left before my final departure from home to the wicked place I call “Hostel”. It seems so depressing just at the thought of it. Recently I just feel so lonely and kind of falling out from my life. I remember the time I

Sometimes Painful

So I just read a sweet comment today asking why don’t I write more often. Well I have truly decided that in all of my busy schedule I can atleast devote a few hours to myself and that’s absolutely okay! I had decided early today that I am gonna write everyday from now, not knowing

A Little too Lonely

Hey folks, great I am back again and that means I am not well (lol). Genuinely missing my family, mom and dad. A great feeling of emptiness surrounds myself. I have lost all aura it feels. While I used to be at home, I never had a lot of friends or it wasn’t that I

Being an ASSHOLE

Dearest reader Being back is really a mixed feeling though. While I really feel lucky enough to be empowered with the greatest gift to write down what I feel, it’s also a problem that I write mostly when i am sad enough to not to be expressed by emotions. When my tears mean nothing and

P.S. I Love You

For another long time I had neither the energy nor any incidents to write but today, in the midnight hour I suddenly had a million words to write down. I do not know it just appears somehow in my mind. Weird…isn’t it? Well my boyfriend and I completed a year from the time we started

Prince Charming

So this is for my LOVE. It’s gonna be a year of knowing each other soon. Through the times we have spent together, I have felt everything that I have never felt before. It’s what everyone says, right? But nay, I am really serious on this issue. This man is what every girl desires for,

Dead as Before

Hey everyone,Its been a long time since I last wrote. I had my mid semester exams over today. I was thinking of getting a few things off my nerves lately but I did not get much of a time to do so. Its about my “perfect relationship”. Perfect? Yeah it is. But it’s more scary

And This One’s For My Love

Voila! I know it’s been ages since I wrote the last time and I say this always but things have been like this lately. Life seems to be too filled up and I am enjoying whatever it puts before me. Maybe I am just ready to fight all odds and it seems like a part