Should I Be A Narrator Forever?

Yeah, I again messed up. Messed up every of my emotion, feeling. Thinking too much of consequences leads to nowhere. Even not thinking and jumping over isn’t too good. But sometimes, there isn’t enough time to stand and wait to feel it to be finally “right”. Wish he could understand my trauma and wait forContinue reading “Should I Be A Narrator Forever?”

What Are We Actually Searching For?

What do I actually want from life? Do I really know it? I want to live, I want to be dead. I want to be loved, I want to be hated. I want somebody to love me yet I ain’t yet ready for a relationship! I feel jealous, yet I don’t wish to be possessive.Continue reading “What Are We Actually Searching For?”

Immature In Love

And YES! Love is painful. Having a crush is more. I always wonder if something’s wrong with me that I get hurt everytime. I feel less cared and loved. Even though I have a throng of followers in college and even had lots back in school, the guy for whom I fall is everytime theContinue reading “Immature In Love”

Dreams are Bad

I do not know why I feel so shattered lately. It’s weird. I kind of do not wish to have these feelings once again back to my life. They eat me wholly and I dare not go back to the same place from where I just returned. I sometimes feel so lonely. A few monthsContinue reading “Dreams are Bad”

Oh My Ardour

I just long for a little space in my shadowsI have been wanting it for so longMy heart, it can’t ever settle itselfSuch valiant I haven’t ever seen it to be Why can’t I reach where I meant to beWhere am I lost? Oh divinity!What did come off me?Oh my ardourWhat did you get ToContinue reading “Oh My Ardour”

A Bad Poem

Why not go in search ofAll those innocent merriments Why not forget all thoseUnforgivable spaces between us Who did build a world like this?Who did make us learn To live like a prisoner?My heart’s bawling, it has no remedyMy heart’s gone wildIt’s seen love for the very first time Maybe every scrappy page saysSo manyContinue reading “A Bad Poem”

Why I Left Him?

Yeah! People say, I left him. People say I am a playgirl. His friends know me to be a traitor. But nobody knows the real story. Never did they bother to ask, “Why I left?”. Did I ever really wanna leave him? Well I know, he has his part of the story to justify hisContinue reading “Why I Left Him?”

I Don’t Want To Dream Anymore

I don’t want to dream anymore, for, whenever I do, I feel things slipping off my hand. Whatever I dream, whenever I dream, it never comes true. Yet I dream! I love to indulge myself into a world that’s far from reality. Everyday I dream. And slowly I begin to feel it to be true,Continue reading “I Don’t Want To Dream Anymore”

Too Many Fucks Given

Yes! Already given too many fucks in life. I do not know why, now I just want to focus on happiness. Something that gives me life, someone who gives me light, I want them all. I have left caring of all those shits people talk about me. I have left caring about all those bitchesContinue reading “Too Many Fucks Given”

I Am Scared Falling For Somebody

As I am growing, learning to judge things better, learning to analyze things more before taking a step, I am finding it more difficult to go ahead with anything. As a little, I used to jump into situations courageously, blindly. Hop around the problems, cry, shatter, and stand up again but it’s so different now.Continue reading “I Am Scared Falling For Somebody”

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