A Little too Lonely

Hey folks, great I am back again and that means I am not well (lol). Genuinely missing my family, mom and dad. A great feeling of emptiness surrounds myself. I have lost all aura it feels. While I used to be at home, I never had a lot of friends or it wasn’t that I

Being an ASSHOLE

Dearest reader Being back is really a mixed feeling though. While I really feel lucky enough to be empowered with the greatest gift to write down what I feel, it’s also a problem that I write mostly when i am sad enough to not to be expressed by emotions. When my tears mean nothing and

Once Love

Hey, wordpress! When does it hurt the most…when the person you always expected that would hurt you hurts or the person who you never thought of being this far is actually far? I guess the second option. This love for me was like my lifeline. I am into it completely, and the “prince charming” of

P.S. I Love You

For another long time I had neither the energy nor any incidents to write but today, in the midnight hour I suddenly had a million words to write down. I do not know it just appears somehow in my mind. Weird…isn’t it? Well my boyfriend and I completed a year from the time we started

Dead as Before

Hey everyone,Its been a long time since I last wrote. I had my mid semester exams over today. I was thinking of getting a few things off my nerves lately but I did not get much of a time to do so. Its about my “perfect relationship”. Perfect? Yeah it is. But it’s more scary

And This One’s For My Love

Voila! I know it’s been ages since I wrote the last time and I say this always but things have been like this lately. Life seems to be too filled up and I am enjoying whatever it puts before me. Maybe I am just ready to fight all odds and it seems like a part

Toxic Parenting

I was just trying to calm myself for very long. I am just tired of life, tired of people it seems. As I am growing I feel that growing ache in my heart. All the society’s and parent’s expectations seem to burden up so much on me. My parents have already told so much cause

Sinking Underground

I guess I am a bit tired today. I was out with “Nancy” (ofcourse do not reveal the real name for privacy issues), and it was after almost four years we have been meeting again. She was my classmate for about six years but it was only during ninth grade I knew about her too

Fuck Expectation

Well, life can be tough sometimes. Mainly when you are in a long distance relationship. For most of time you really don’t know what to do. What wrong and what’s right. What should be done what not. What to feel and what not. Sometimes you get really messed up in the pool of your own

I Keep Silence

I do not understand why is everyone so fucking “cared” about me? I do not get the point. On the name of sympathy they would be putting their heads into everything and act as if such a poor little baby I am. I do not like this fact. I have been back home for about