A Little too Lonely

Hey folks, great I am back again and that means I am not well (lol). Genuinely missing my family, mom and dad. A great feeling of emptiness surrounds myself. I have lost all aura it feels. While I used to be at home, I never had a lot of friends or it wasn’t that I

Being an ASSHOLE

Dearest reader Being back is really a mixed feeling though. While I really feel lucky enough to be empowered with the greatest gift to write down what I feel, it’s also a problem that I write mostly when i am sad enough to not to be expressed by emotions. When my tears mean nothing and

What Are We Actually Searching For?

What do I actually want from life? Do I really know it? I want to live, I want to be dead. I want to be loved, I want to be hated. I want somebody to love me yet I ain’t yet ready for a relationship! I feel jealous, yet I don’t wish to be possessive.