It Just Feels Right

So my exams are nearing again. The last time I topped the mid semester, I felt really good and satisfied. But that was just a matter of luck I assume cause in online exams, everyone is prone to googling their answers. Yet, I knew I had worked quite hard and I did get the results.Continue reading “It Just Feels Right”

Should I Be A Narrator Forever?

Yeah, I again messed up. Messed up every of my emotion, feeling. Thinking too much of consequences leads to nowhere. Even not thinking and jumping over isn’t too good. But sometimes, there isn’t enough time to stand and wait to feel it to be finally “right”. Wish he could understand my trauma and wait forContinue reading “Should I Be A Narrator Forever?”

Immature In Love

And YES! Love is painful. Having a crush is more. I always wonder if something’s wrong with me that I get hurt everytime. I feel less cared and loved. Even though I have a throng of followers in college and even had lots back in school, the guy for whom I fall is everytime theContinue reading “Immature In Love”

Peace In My madness

Why do I beam meeting youIn my dreams nowadaysWhy does my visageSeems to be so altered nowadays Yes, my faithless eyesSearches for your presence gratuitously It needs no reason….why?Is it me or a fervent just like me How did it happen? Oh lord!How did ye become paramount to me… I could never understand the songsContinue reading “Peace In My madness”

My Vehemence

Let me make you my divineMy prayers to be with you,Resting myself into your arms.Tying the thread of devotion,Let me make you my orison.Picturing you in those scratchy pages of my heartI am a compliant prisoner. That which never fades away,Let me make you my habit.Let me make you my vehemence. Why do we haveContinue reading “My Vehemence”

I Need To Go Away…

And I see myself falling again. Falling for what I decided I would never be! Love! I hate love, I fear love. It has never been too kind to me and I am forced to believe that there’s too much pain to bear. The word “Love” is too short to describe it’s immense vastness. It’sContinue reading “I Need To Go Away…”

A Bad Poem

Why not go in search ofAll those innocent merriments Why not forget all thoseUnforgivable spaces between us Who did build a world like this?Who did make us learn To live like a prisoner?My heart’s bawling, it has no remedyMy heart’s gone wildIt’s seen love for the very first time Maybe every scrappy page saysSo manyContinue reading “A Bad Poem”

Just a Shadow

Don’t you remember those nightsDrenched in that warm summer rain With the stars smiling at your wet frame I kept all those twinkling memoriesWhich used to be so spesh to usInside the safe space of my wildering heart And if you don’t believe my wordsYou can hear my heart beatCalling just your name…just your nameAndContinue reading “Just a Shadow”

I Don’t Want To Dream Anymore

I don’t want to dream anymore, for, whenever I do, I feel things slipping off my hand. Whatever I dream, whenever I dream, it never comes true. Yet I dream! I love to indulge myself into a world that’s far from reality. Everyday I dream. And slowly I begin to feel it to be true,Continue reading “I Don’t Want To Dream Anymore”

I Am Scared Falling For Somebody

As I am growing, learning to judge things better, learning to analyze things more before taking a step, I am finding it more difficult to go ahead with anything. As a little, I used to jump into situations courageously, blindly. Hop around the problems, cry, shatter, and stand up again but it’s so different now.Continue reading “I Am Scared Falling For Somebody”

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