All My Life I Have Been a “Good Girl”

As I was wondering and squeezing out my brain on what to write yesterday cause everything seemed so well placed, I got content once more! Thanks to my mom, she always keeps me fulfilled with things to write about! It’s been almost three days since I am back home from college. As it’s been soContinue reading “All My Life I Have Been a “Good Girl””

A Bad Bitch

It’s raining outside. The sky seems gloomier than ever. I am back home after four months of college and everything seems to just fade in front of my eyes. I feel lonelier than ever, just as I used to feel back then, a few four months back. Those four months of my college life seemedContinue reading “A Bad Bitch”

Bring The Rain With You

When you come babyBring the rain with you My heart wants to cry out loud My wishes stay just till my lipsWhenever my heart wishes to dance its tunes Some of my dreams I wroteOn the torn pages of those lettersI would someday gift to youAll of ’em to you… Time had a few resentmentsContinue reading “Bring The Rain With You”

Is That Too Much To Ask For

And sometimes I still feel lonely. Though my life has changed so drastically. Those who have been connected to me for long know most of the pains and grimes I have been sharing online. The main purpose to keep my identity unknown is to let the real myself out without the fear of judgements. IContinue reading “Is That Too Much To Ask For”

Should I Be A Narrator Forever?

Yeah, I again messed up. Messed up every of my emotion, feeling. Thinking too much of consequences leads to nowhere. Even not thinking and jumping over isn’t too good. But sometimes, there isn’t enough time to stand and wait to feel it to be finally “right”. Wish he could understand my trauma and wait forContinue reading “Should I Be A Narrator Forever?”

What Are We Actually Searching For?

What do I actually want from life? Do I really know it? I want to live, I want to be dead. I want to be loved, I want to be hated. I want somebody to love me yet I ain’t yet ready for a relationship! I feel jealous, yet I don’t wish to be possessive.Continue reading “What Are We Actually Searching For?”

Immature In Love

And YES! Love is painful. Having a crush is more. I always wonder if something’s wrong with me that I get hurt everytime. I feel less cared and loved. Even though I have a throng of followers in college and even had lots back in school, the guy for whom I fall is everytime theContinue reading “Immature In Love”

Peace In My madness

Why do I beam meeting youIn my dreams nowadaysWhy does my visageSeems to be so altered nowadays Yes, my faithless eyesSearches for your presence gratuitously It needs no reason….why?Is it me or a fervent just like me How did it happen? Oh lord!How did ye become paramount to me… I could never understand the songsContinue reading “Peace In My madness”

Dreams are Bad

I do not know why I feel so shattered lately. It’s weird. I kind of do not wish to have these feelings once again back to my life. They eat me wholly and I dare not go back to the same place from where I just returned. I sometimes feel so lonely. A few monthsContinue reading “Dreams are Bad”

Nirvana

You are the fondnessYou are the devotionYou are the melody of my mystifying fluteZeal you are, belovedYes, my zeal you are You are the touch of nirvanaYou are the warmth of my soulYou stand at the peak of sacrifice You are my supreme enlightenment Wherever I am, ye reside within meThere’s nothing left in meContinue reading “Nirvana”

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