Being an ASSHOLE

Dearest reader Being back is really a mixed feeling though. While I really feel lucky enough to be empowered with the greatest gift to write down what I feel, it’s also a problem that I write mostly when i am sad enough to not to be expressed by emotions. When my tears mean nothing and

Once Love

Hey, wordpress! When does it hurt the most…when the person you always expected that would hurt you hurts or the person who you never thought of being this far is actually far? I guess the second option. This love for me was like my lifeline. I am into it completely, and the “prince charming” of

Dead as Before

Hey everyone,Its been a long time since I last wrote. I had my mid semester exams over today. I was thinking of getting a few things off my nerves lately but I did not get much of a time to do so. Its about my “perfect relationship”. Perfect? Yeah it is. But it’s more scary

And This One’s For My Love

Voila! I know it’s been ages since I wrote the last time and I say this always but things have been like this lately. Life seems to be too filled up and I am enjoying whatever it puts before me. Maybe I am just ready to fight all odds and it seems like a part

Do Not Read

Well I do not know what’s why am I going blank. As if I am out of all the ideas of the world, feeling so useless and used up. I am just being too lazy about doing anything. I am feeling too lazy to go up to the market and buy some stuffs to continue

Toxic Parenting

I was just trying to calm myself for very long. I am just tired of life, tired of people it seems. As I am growing I feel that growing ache in my heart. All the society’s and parent’s expectations seem to burden up so much on me. My parents have already told so much cause

Sinking Underground

I guess I am a bit tired today. I was out with “Nancy” (ofcourse do not reveal the real name for privacy issues), and it was after almost four years we have been meeting again. She was my classmate for about six years but it was only during ninth grade I knew about her too

Fuck Expectation

Well, life can be tough sometimes. Mainly when you are in a long distance relationship. For most of time you really don’t know what to do. What wrong and what’s right. What should be done what not. What to feel and what not. Sometimes you get really messed up in the pool of your own

I Keep Silence

I do not understand why is everyone so fucking “cared” about me? I do not get the point. On the name of sympathy they would be putting their heads into everything and act as if such a poor little baby I am. I do not like this fact. I have been back home for about

A Perfect Failure

Where have I ever been successful in life? Neither in career nor in love…Though I am only nineteen but am expected to make every living being on this planet proud, keeping aside my own story, my expectations, my wishes. Just because I have been a good student all my life, it was my parents who