All My Life I Have Been a “Good Girl”

As I was wondering and squeezing out my brain on what to write yesterday cause everything seemed so well placed, I got content once more! Thanks to my mom, she always keeps me fulfilled with things to write about! It’s been almost three days since I am back home from college. As it’s been soContinue reading “All My Life I Have Been a “Good Girl””

A Bad Bitch

It’s raining outside. The sky seems gloomier than ever. I am back home after four months of college and everything seems to just fade in front of my eyes. I feel lonelier than ever, just as I used to feel back then, a few four months back. Those four months of my college life seemedContinue reading “A Bad Bitch”

Bring The Rain With You

When you come babyBring the rain with you My heart wants to cry out loud My wishes stay just till my lipsWhenever my heart wishes to dance its tunes Some of my dreams I wroteOn the torn pages of those lettersI would someday gift to youAll of ’em to you… Time had a few resentmentsContinue reading “Bring The Rain With You”

Is That Too Much To Ask For

And sometimes I still feel lonely. Though my life has changed so drastically. Those who have been connected to me for long know most of the pains and grimes I have been sharing online. The main purpose to keep my identity unknown is to let the real myself out without the fear of judgements. IContinue reading “Is That Too Much To Ask For”

It Just Feels Right

So my exams are nearing again. The last time I topped the mid semester, I felt really good and satisfied. But that was just a matter of luck I assume cause in online exams, everyone is prone to googling their answers. Yet, I knew I had worked quite hard and I did get the results.Continue reading “It Just Feels Right”

What Are We Actually Searching For?

What do I actually want from life? Do I really know it? I want to live, I want to be dead. I want to be loved, I want to be hated. I want somebody to love me yet I ain’t yet ready for a relationship! I feel jealous, yet I don’t wish to be possessive.Continue reading “What Are We Actually Searching For?”

I Have Always Been The Narrator

A story, what does it ever say? A life, a tale, a moment? I too have a story, rather a fairytale. Much too messed up it is. And feels rather away from the world. Howsoever my reality might be messed up and shattered, my fairytale has always been smooth. Reality is not always all aboutContinue reading “I Have Always Been The Narrator”

Immature In Love

And YES! Love is painful. Having a crush is more. I always wonder if something’s wrong with me that I get hurt everytime. I feel less cared and loved. Even though I have a throng of followers in college and even had lots back in school, the guy for whom I fall is everytime theContinue reading “Immature In Love”

Dreams are Bad

I do not know why I feel so shattered lately. It’s weird. I kind of do not wish to have these feelings once again back to my life. They eat me wholly and I dare not go back to the same place from where I just returned. I sometimes feel so lonely. A few monthsContinue reading “Dreams are Bad”

Oh My Ardour

I just long for a little space in my shadowsI have been wanting it for so longMy heart, it can’t ever settle itselfSuch valiant I haven’t ever seen it to be Why can’t I reach where I meant to beWhere am I lost? Oh divinity!What did come off me?Oh my ardourWhat did you get ToContinue reading “Oh My Ardour”

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