Once Love

Hey, wordpress! When does it hurt the most…when the person you always expected that would hurt you hurts or the person who you never thought of being this far is actually far? I guess the second option. This love for me was like my lifeline. I am into it completely, and the “prince charming” of

All My Life I Have Been a “Good Girl”

As I was wondering and squeezing out my brain on what to write yesterday cause everything seemed so well placed, I got content once more! Thanks to my mom, she always keeps me fulfilled with things to write about! It’s been almost three days since I am back home from college. As it’s been so

I Need To Go Away…

And I see myself falling again. Falling for what I decided I would never be! Love! I hate love, I fear love. It has never been too kind to me and I am forced to believe that there’s too much pain to bear. The word “Love” is too short to describe it’s immense vastness. It’s

Just a Shadow

Don’t you remember those nightsDrenched in that warm summer rain With the stars smiling at your wet frame I kept all those twinkling memoriesWhich used to be so spesh to usInside the safe space of my wildering heart And if you don’t believe my wordsYou can hear my heart beatCalling just your name…just your nameAnd

Last Meet

If you ever miss me,Just open your eyes and see. You’ll find me right before you.And if not then let me know If ever I am delayed,Just stop the clock for me. You’ll find me where we left,And if not then punish me.

If I Wasn’t Alive

I cried a lot today. Stains of tears still alive on my cheeks. I can’t withstand this anymore. How much can you tolerate? How much can you pacify yourself? How many times can you stamp the fire burning inside you? I can’t anymore. I was randomly scrolling through my dad’s Whatsapp where I found my

An Easy Goodbye

Goodbyes aren’t easy, especially when you have been spending a long time with a person, when you have got some kind of bond in between you guys. I ain’t talking of just love. It may be any kind of relationship! It may be friendship, romantic love, love between a mom and her child, love between

What If I Never Feel Pain Again?

Late night, at almost 3 a.m., I was laying vaguely on my bed, looking towards the ceiling with a flock of thoughts in my mind. Finding answers to some unanswered questions. A dark room, empty space, less sound, makes my mind run faster. My 3 a.m. thought was, “what if I never felt pain?” Everyone

I Cry Every Time You Leave Me Alone

This is how I feel when I am left alone. Remember the first time we talked over the phone? We had to stop cause your mom arrived. You said you wished you could keep listening to me all day. Remember the first time we talked on a video call? You said you had never felt

The Black Mirror

Two Stories… According to me, there are two sides of us. One that gets easily reflected and the other that never does. I call it the BLACK MIRROR. A normal mirror reflects all the way you look from outside but the black mirror does not reflect, rather hides. It hides the deep cuts, pains, secrets,