What Are We Actually Searching For?

What do I actually want from life? Do I really know it? I want to live, I want to be dead. I want to be loved, I want to be hated. I want somebody to love me yet I ain’t yet ready for a relationship! I feel jealous, yet I don’t wish to be possessive.

Slept in peace

What If I Never Feel Pain Again?

Late night, at almost 3 a.m., I was laying vaguely on my bed, looking towards the ceiling with a flock of thoughts in my mind. Finding answers to some unanswered questions. A dark room, empty space, less sound, makes my mind run faster. My 3 a.m. thought was, “what if I never felt pain?” Everyone