I Have Always Been The Narrator

A story, what does it ever say? A life, a tale, a moment? I too have a story, rather a fairytale. Much too messed up it is. And feels rather away from the world. Howsoever my reality might be messed up and shattered, my fairytale has always been smooth. Reality is not always all about

Dreams are Bad

I do not know why I feel so shattered lately. It’s weird. I kind of do not wish to have these feelings once again back to my life. They eat me wholly and I dare not go back to the same place from where I just returned. I sometimes feel so lonely. A few months

A Bad Poem

Why not go in search ofAll those innocent merriments Why not forget all thoseUnforgivable spaces between us Who did build a world like this?Who did make us learn To live like a prisoner?My heart’s bawling, it has no remedyMy heart’s gone wildIt’s seen love for the very first time Maybe every scrappy page saysSo many

Just a Shadow

Don’t you remember those nightsDrenched in that warm summer rain With the stars smiling at your wet frame I kept all those twinkling memoriesWhich used to be so spesh to usInside the safe space of my wildering heart And if you don’t believe my wordsYou can hear my heart beatCalling just your name…just your nameAnd

I Don’t Want To Dream Anymore

I don’t want to dream anymore, for, whenever I do, I feel things slipping off my hand. Whatever I dream, whenever I dream, it never comes true. Yet I dream! I love to indulge myself into a world that’s far from reality. Everyday I dream. And slowly I begin to feel it to be true,

Too Many Fucks Given

Yes! Already given too many fucks in life. I do not know why, now I just want to focus on happiness. Something that gives me life, someone who gives me light, I want them all. I have left caring of all those shits people talk about me. I have left caring about all those bitches

I Am Scared Falling For Somebody

As I am growing, learning to judge things better, learning to analyze things more before taking a step, I am finding it more difficult to go ahead with anything. As a little, I used to jump into situations courageously, blindly. Hop around the problems, cry, shatter, and stand up again but it’s so different now.

I Don’t Want To Live Like A Dead

Too many insecurities in my life!! I am currently so unarranged, broken, confused, unorganized in my life that I do not know what to do. People, even my parents, have everyday accused me so much, let me down so bad, that I have lost every confidence in myself. I have lost trust, love, believe in

I Don’t Give A Fuck About That

I am at that stage of my life when I can feel “I am GROWING”!! Never before did I feel so much of transition. Leaving one phase of life to enter into another can really be mesmerizing. This is the first time I am witnessing this and this is when I learnt so many things

Before I Go

All the promises I made to youShall fulfill them all before I go If the Lord makes me meet youEven in my dreamsMy soul can rest in peace Why am I in pain?Why my eyes feel wet?Without you, I can’t walk a step Shall I stay silent foreverOr shall I cry my heart outCause you