Should I Be A Narrator Forever?

Yeah, I again messed up. Messed up every of my emotion, feeling. Thinking too much of consequences leads to nowhere. Even not thinking and jumping over isn’t too good. But sometimes, there isn’t enough time to stand and wait to feel it to be finally “right”. Wish he could understand my trauma and wait forContinue reading “Should I Be A Narrator Forever?”

What Are We Actually Searching For?

What do I actually want from life? Do I really know it? I want to live, I want to be dead. I want to be loved, I want to be hated. I want somebody to love me yet I ain’t yet ready for a relationship! I feel jealous, yet I don’t wish to be possessive.Continue reading “What Are We Actually Searching For?”

I Have Always Been The Narrator

A story, what does it ever say? A life, a tale, a moment? I too have a story, rather a fairytale. Much too messed up it is. And feels rather away from the world. Howsoever my reality might be messed up and shattered, my fairytale has always been smooth. Reality is not always all aboutContinue reading “I Have Always Been The Narrator”

Immature In Love

And YES! Love is painful. Having a crush is more. I always wonder if something’s wrong with me that I get hurt everytime. I feel less cared and loved. Even though I have a throng of followers in college and even had lots back in school, the guy for whom I fall is everytime theContinue reading “Immature In Love”

Peace In My madness

Why do I beam meeting youIn my dreams nowadaysWhy does my visageSeems to be so altered nowadays Yes, my faithless eyesSearches for your presence gratuitously It needs no reason….why?Is it me or a fervent just like me How did it happen? Oh lord!How did ye become paramount to me… I could never understand the songsContinue reading “Peace In My madness”

Nirvana

You are the fondnessYou are the devotionYou are the melody of my mystifying fluteZeal you are, belovedYes, my zeal you are You are the touch of nirvanaYou are the warmth of my soulYou stand at the peak of sacrifice You are my supreme enlightenment Wherever I am, ye reside within meThere’s nothing left in meContinue reading “Nirvana”

My Vehemence

Let me make you my divineMy prayers to be with you,Resting myself into your arms.Tying the thread of devotion,Let me make you my orison.Picturing you in those scratchy pages of my heartI am a compliant prisoner. That which never fades away,Let me make you my habit.Let me make you my vehemence. Why do we haveContinue reading “My Vehemence”

I Need To Go Away…

And I see myself falling again. Falling for what I decided I would never be! Love! I hate love, I fear love. It has never been too kind to me and I am forced to believe that there’s too much pain to bear. The word “Love” is too short to describe it’s immense vastness. It’sContinue reading “I Need To Go Away…”

A Bad Poem

Why not go in search ofAll those innocent merriments Why not forget all thoseUnforgivable spaces between us Who did build a world like this?Who did make us learn To live like a prisoner?My heart’s bawling, it has no remedyMy heart’s gone wildIt’s seen love for the very first time Maybe every scrappy page saysSo manyContinue reading “A Bad Poem”

Just a Shadow

Don’t you remember those nightsDrenched in that warm summer rain With the stars smiling at your wet frame I kept all those twinkling memoriesWhich used to be so spesh to usInside the safe space of my wildering heart And if you don’t believe my wordsYou can hear my heart beatCalling just your name…just your nameAndContinue reading “Just a Shadow”

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