What Are We Actually Searching For?

What do I actually want from life? Do I really know it? I want to live, I want to be dead. I want to be loved, I want to be hated. I want somebody to love me yet I ain’t yet ready for a relationship! I feel jealous, yet I don’t wish to be possessive.Continue reading “What Are We Actually Searching For?”

Too Many Fucks Given

Yes! Already given too many fucks in life. I do not know why, now I just want to focus on happiness. Something that gives me life, someone who gives me light, I want them all. I have left caring of all those shits people talk about me. I have left caring about all those bitchesContinue reading “Too Many Fucks Given”

I Don’t Give A Fuck About That

I am at that stage of my life when I can feel “I am GROWING”!! Never before did I feel so much of transition. Leaving one phase of life to enter into another can really be mesmerizing. This is the first time I am witnessing this and this is when I learnt so many thingsContinue reading “I Don’t Give A Fuck About That”

They Don’t Want Me To Smile

Is it always important to fight for survival? Is it always important for us to think what others think of us? Is it always necessary to satisfy others with our status? Is is always important to keep fighting until you are finally dead? Can’t we take a pause and look at life the simpler way?Continue reading “They Don’t Want Me To Smile”

Flashback

It feels I am living the best phase of my life! As most of you know, I am back to my town after years and currently too busy hanging out with friends. I never knew I was so important to them. People are calling me, texting me from everywhere if I could probably meet themContinue reading “Flashback”

I Am A “Bad Girl”

You know what, my fault is to be a “GIRL”! Yes, it is. Though Indian families claim to be always too open minded, they somewhere either do not know the meaning of this fucking word or they really love to boast of things they do not possess. In reality, being a “Girl” is still aContinue reading “I Am A “Bad Girl””

I Will Stay In My Heart Forever

And who says I can’t be consistent? Here I am back again. Actually I love writing, keeping my thoughts recorded forever. I see myself changing everyday, my mind, views, perception are changing daily. I wish to keep myself recorded for when in some far future if I ever wish to look back at the littleContinue reading “I Will Stay In My Heart Forever”

Darkness Of My Soul

Welcome back to me after a long long long time. Seems like its been ages since I spilled out what’s in the bowl of my heart but you can’t blame me for that!! I have been too preoccupied recently followed by a certain pause. Spent my vacation going back to my roots after so long.Continue reading “Darkness Of My Soul”

He Knows Not How Big A Player I Am

I was completely cut off from writing for about a month cause I was busy with my studies. So much has happened since then. I had no plans to write even today but it was too much for me to keep all of it stored in my heart. I do not know where to startContinue reading “He Knows Not How Big A Player I Am”

Mentally Murdered Me

At last I could be a little relaxed. Got another exam after 14 days but that doesn’t make anything easy. Carrying the burden of multiple expectations, nothing remains easy. I have been a good student all my life but that was when I was in junior classes or maybe till 10th standard. I topped inContinue reading “Mentally Murdered Me”

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