Toxic Parenting

I was just trying to calm myself for very long. I am just tired of life, tired of people it seems. As I am growing I feel that growing ache in my heart. All the society’s and parent’s expectations seem to burden up so much on me. My parents have already told so much cause

I Keep Silence

I do not understand why is everyone so fucking “cared” about me? I do not get the point. On the name of sympathy they would be putting their heads into everything and act as if such a poor little baby I am. I do not like this fact. I have been back home for about

A Badass Bitch Forever

Sometimes I feel mothers aren’t as good as they are written down on the pages of novelists and poets. Sometimes they can be the victims of some typical mental illness which can lead to the death of the whole family or sometimes they can be as cruel as nobody on earth. Mostly middle class family

What Are We Actually Searching For?

What do I actually want from life? Do I really know it? I want to live, I want to be dead. I want to be loved, I want to be hated. I want somebody to love me yet I ain’t yet ready for a relationship! I feel jealous, yet I don’t wish to be possessive.

Too Many Fucks Given

Yes! Already given too many fucks in life. I do not know why, now I just want to focus on happiness. Something that gives me life, someone who gives me light, I want them all. I have left caring of all those shits people talk about me. I have left caring about all those bitches

I Don’t Give A Fuck About That

I am at that stage of my life when I can feel “I am GROWING”!! Never before did I feel so much of transition. Leaving one phase of life to enter into another can really be mesmerizing. This is the first time I am witnessing this and this is when I learnt so many things

They Don’t Want Me To Smile

Is it always important to fight for survival? Is it always important for us to think what others think of us? Is it always necessary to satisfy others with our status? Is is always important to keep fighting until you are finally dead? Can’t we take a pause and look at life the simpler way?

Flashback

It feels I am living the best phase of my life! As most of you know, I am back to my town after years and currently too busy hanging out with friends. I never knew I was so important to them. People are calling me, texting me from everywhere if I could probably meet them

I Am A “Bad Girl”

You know what, my fault is to be a “GIRL”! Yes, it is. Though Indian families claim to be always too open minded, they somewhere either do not know the meaning of this fucking word or they really love to boast of things they do not possess. In reality, being a “Girl” is still a

I Will Stay In My Heart Forever

And who says I can’t be consistent? Here I am back again. Actually I love writing, keeping my thoughts recorded forever. I see myself changing everyday, my mind, views, perception are changing daily. I wish to keep myself recorded for when in some far future if I ever wish to look back at the little