Should I Be A Narrator Forever?

Yeah, I again messed up. Messed up every of my emotion, feeling. Thinking too much of consequences leads to nowhere. Even not thinking and jumping over isn’t too good. But sometimes, there isn’t enough time to stand and wait to feel it to be finally “right”. Wish he could understand my trauma and wait for

I Need To Go Away…

And I see myself falling again. Falling for what I decided I would never be! Love! I hate love, I fear love. It has never been too kind to me and I am forced to believe that there’s too much pain to bear. The word “Love” is too short to describe it’s immense vastness. It’s

A Bad Poem

Why not go in search ofAll those innocent merriments Why not forget all thoseUnforgivable spaces between us Who did build a world like this?Who did make us learn To live like a prisoner?My heart’s bawling, it has no remedyMy heart’s gone wildIt’s seen love for the very first time Maybe every scrappy page saysSo many

Just a Shadow

Don’t you remember those nightsDrenched in that warm summer rain With the stars smiling at your wet frame I kept all those twinkling memoriesWhich used to be so spesh to usInside the safe space of my wildering heart And if you don’t believe my wordsYou can hear my heart beatCalling just your name…just your nameAnd

Why I Left Him?

Yeah! People say, I left him. People say I am a playgirl. His friends know me to be a traitor. But nobody knows the real story. Never did they bother to ask, “Why I left?”. Did I ever really wanna leave him? Well I know, he has his part of the story to justify his

I Am Scared Falling For Somebody

As I am growing, learning to judge things better, learning to analyze things more before taking a step, I am finding it more difficult to go ahead with anything. As a little, I used to jump into situations courageously, blindly. Hop around the problems, cry, shatter, and stand up again but it’s so different now.

Last Meet

If you ever miss me,Just open your eyes and see. You’ll find me right before you.And if not then let me know If ever I am delayed,Just stop the clock for me. You’ll find me where we left,And if not then punish me.

Sense Me When I Am Gone

Like a lily underwaterI want to hide somewhere into the deepGet me some candlesI love its glow, shimmering every darknessI want somebody wake upEvery night, thinking of meA warm hug, a shoulder I needNot a love, not a dateI want something better than this,Something greater than thisNot a love, not a boyfriend butSomebody to welcome

I Am Scared Of Love

An endless sea that has no shore. I have drowned in it long ago. I remember finding a boat once. The sailor said, “Trust me I will take you home”. As a happy child I thanked God, “This sailor has saved my life”. He rowed for long enough, made my trust stronger. “Yeah! He is

A Return…