Oh My Ardour

I just long for a little space in my shadows
I have been wanting it for so long
My heart, it can’t ever settle itself
Such valiant I haven’t ever seen it to be

Why can’t I reach where I meant to be
Where am I lost? Oh divinity!
What did come off me?
Oh my ardour
What did you get
To be set apart from me?

Neither do I have myself now
Neither do I have your presence
Oh my ardour
What did you get
To be set apart from me?

Every clamour I have been a part of
Rings in my treacherous mind
Even when I stay in a crowd
I find myself abandoned
Subdued….

The world wants me
To be separated from myself
Why can’t I talk myself out?
Who am I to me? Who am I….

Everything’s there as it has always been
But I ain’t anymore
Whatever little I thought was alright
It seems to slowly fade away
Why did it fade away?

Oh my ardour
What did you get
To be set apart from me?