Going through my blog my readers may feel childish but yes, it’s my dream. It’s something I have always wanted and will always want. It’s something I can never let go and if I do so, I would be regretting for most part of my life. I have often talked of my “dream” in my blogs but never openly talked of what it is. Today I have finally decided to speak out. I haven’t done so till now cause I was afraid it will sound too childish. I ain’t “ashamed” of it anymore cause I have always dreamt of being “proud” of it!
I aspire to become a singer, establishing my own channel. From my childhood, I have been involved in multiple activities that my parents never found too useful. I was a dancer, I loved painting, was somewhat good in sports too. But the one thing that nobody knows about me is that I can sing. Not even my mom and dad. I have always been conserved about myself. I could never reveal the “Real Me” to anyone. I have a flock of facts about myself that nobody knows except me (And I never had a “Best Friend). I don’t know why but I just couldn’t and that’s how I have always been.
I used to record my voice in a small handset that I had. It’s microphone quality was so bad that you could just guess that someone might be singing. When my parents would be out for work and I would be left all alone at home, I liked to record my voice and listen to it afterwards. Quite weird. Isn’t it? One day my mom took my phone (I do not remember exactly why) when I wasn’t at home. Returning back she asked me if all those recordings were mine. I couldn’t say a word (I do not know why but it was awkward for me to accept and say “YES”). Later she said, the voice was terribly sweet. I said nothing and went away and everyone forgot about everything. Till now, and it’s been more than 5 years, I record my voice. Though, now I have a brand new smart phone with a terribly good microphone quality but it’s still only me who records and only me who listens to.
I wish to take my voice to others too. I do not know if it would ever be possible. I have made up my mind of starting a YouTube channel some months later where I would be uploading my own songs, my voice. I am Eighteen, I think I still have time to experiment with life and I want to do that. I have always dreamt of people cheering my name. I have always dreamt of a big bright stage calling me up! I do not know how far I will get to. I do not know how far things will take me. The only thing I know is, there’s no harm in trying.